tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60339522011-04-22T10:33:32.623+08:00Loner with a Boner<a href=http://www.geocities.com/icky_tay/blog title.swf></a>lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.comBlogger1421100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1161847818927823472006-10-26T15:19:00.000+08:002006-10-26T15:30:18.940+08:00Right - so i feel like blogging again - and it matters not if noone else reads it.. So been drinking a fair bit again.. but increasingly not liking the aftermath of each drinking session.. don't feel all that good mentally and physically anymore.. the powers of recuperation are on the wane and there is this little voice that warns it could only lead to some act of stupidity sooner rather than lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1157998413321376352006-09-12T02:03:00.000+08:002006-09-12T02:13:33.363+08:00yeah so i decided to just wait and blog when the sitemeter indicated there was no visitor.. but obviously thanks to the links on other blogs and trigger happy surfers with too much time who probably click on any weirdass name, it hasn't happened.. but yeah went down to 1 visitor yesterday.. guess that's close enough.. haha.. even the chatterbox shutdown because there were no messages.. maybe i lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1149868089748343872006-06-09T23:38:00.000+08:002006-06-09T23:48:09.750+08:00Working life.. second time around everything is muted.. no tingling sensation.. no excitement.. just calm acceptance.. ok la.. it aint as bad as i feared.. neither as good as i hoped.. so its alright.. getting used to it.. will get into the grind soon enough i guess..whoa.. daphne just msned me.. havent spoken to her in what 3 years? daphne from Ipoh was my friend in NTU.. and my housemate at lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1148746514695220032006-05-27T23:49:00.000+08:002006-06-09T23:38:03.066+08:00i want to write a book.. a book insane and outrageous and funny - something noone would have ever thought of.. i want to write and sing a song.. a song with words so tragic.. a tune so sweet.. a song that will make one laugh and weep all at once.. i want to travel around the world.. from the northern lights and anchorage to the nether ends of africa and the asscrack of the pacific.. i want to lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1148736106676671982006-05-27T21:21:00.000+08:002006-05-27T21:28:01.853+08:00seek beauty hidden..venture where unbidden..find solace nowhere..dream but dont dare..hope and despair..grieve and worry yet care..into nothingness stare..nothing but misery share..discover the world unfair..for noone a thought spare..smile is but a mask to wear..love - build castles in the air..break as your heart it lays bare..many years have passedsince i saw her lastsometimes she is but a lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1147546993652544652006-05-14T03:00:00.000+08:002006-05-14T03:03:13.666+08:00yeah - its dead and defunct but i will put up whenever i feel like it!!!!LIVERPOOL won the FA cup... dammit.. and in dramatic fashion too.. why cant they just keep it easy for themselves.. assholes!! haha..anyway, life's kind of coasting along.. i want not to take it serious for now because it gets as serious as it can on 1st june.. all one can hope for is that it all works out fine.. and if lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1144513268351938452006-04-09T00:15:00.000+08:002006-04-09T00:21:08.373+08:00Yes this blog is DEAD - but i cant help putting up one more post.. yeah, i know its very extra - i dont know of anyone reading this - successfully closed it is.. but but but i just have to say it la..Command rocked.. however desensitized i have been to all this - and however repetitive all this seems the second time around.. truth is.. i appreciate the significance of the upcoming changes even lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1134546198113515802005-12-14T14:49:00.000+08:002005-12-14T15:44:34.086+08:00right - so here I am sitting and wasting my life away in magnificient idleness.. guess that should make my ageing mind not merely a workshop but possibly some sort of large scale factory for the devil.. but then again, when the mind is not idle but is active it is so active frequently with the devil's doings.. so what is the difference? If mere evil thought were a crime, half - correction, most lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1134328878221870042005-12-12T03:19:00.000+08:002005-12-12T03:21:18.236+08:00when i was 15 i had the time of my lifefun and joy and insane laughter was rifegood times were like a juggernaut rolling onthere simply was no time to be forlorn when i was 18 i was still having funlife was fine and cares there were noneknowledge tempered glee but it let me becareful i tread but the thorns i could see when i was 21 life still retained comfortexperience lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1131649949871454702005-11-11T02:48:00.000+08:002005-11-11T03:12:29.930+08:00Song of hope and loveIm not mother earthBut if i was you would be my sunIm not a barbequeBut if i was you would be my steak well doneIm not a buzzing beeBut if i was you would be my honeyIm not an accountantBut if i was you would be my moneyIm no thornBut if i was you would be my roseIm no firemanBut if i was you would be my hoseIm no David CopperfieldBut if i was you would be my magicIm no lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1130015268350601522005-10-23T05:06:00.000+08:002005-10-23T05:07:48.356+08:00Screwed in the headBright and cheerful, the early light of dawnA bird outside my window ushering in the mornSweet notes of melody it singsI wanna tear its fucking wingsThe day so beautiful, fresh and newThe grass glistening still with drops of dewI take a walk to breath in the airThe morning inspires no worry no careI chance upon a little fluffy ball of furRealise its a kitten, I watch her lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1128454828854376582005-10-05T03:34:00.000+08:002005-10-05T03:40:28.860+08:00aiyo die la.. this sem got so much damn CA.. i calculated and 66.25% of this sem is all CA.. last week IT1 presentation.. this week IT2.. just finished my IT2 slides not too long ago.. and still must present on friday.. sigh.. why they think my IT law good? it is NOT.. lazy law4 students (is Ranjan gonna read this??) Apparently I attended far fewer of the group meetings and i thought i was slack.lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1127850530487526362005-09-28T03:00:00.000+08:002005-09-28T03:50:14.170+08:00the days melt into each other.. yesterday was the same as today will be the same as tomorrow.. some hall activity.. a bit of school activity.. some block activity to organize approaching.. some presentation / assigmment coming up.. it all sounds eerily similar after a while and it is hard to distinguish between one from another.. and its all with a nauseating sense of dejavu.. suddenly i am 18 lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1127677713426773192005-09-26T03:29:00.000+08:002005-09-26T04:37:36.946+08:00ha - people actually asked me to blog!! I feel so appreciated.. so here i am at the ass end of a long day.. when the new day is about to peer around the corner.. yeah at 330 am.. here i blog!!Seriously, I cant explain whay I haven't blogged - I could say its because I've been having a fabulous time being the blockhead BUT that would be a lie ( i STILL dont enjoy walking around knocking doors and lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1125879163781280102005-09-05T08:08:00.000+08:002005-09-05T08:17:02.050+08:00haha - found this gem among some of the old stuff.. bloody funny i reckon.. err - did i post this before? if it offends thy fine sentiments.. err.. you shouldn't be here..Love JunkieOh girl you know you light my firewith you under me how could i ever tireIam the type who burns a no smoking signbut would give up everything to make u minei can show you what u will missif u let me start with a lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1125743454672157562005-09-03T18:24:00.000+08:002005-09-03T18:30:54.680+08:00you know - i should blog more about things that happen - IBG/CBG s - how they went.. what i did during a lecture.. what time i took a crap.. etc etc.. but aiya boring right.. i dont even want to read it myself.. unless i feel very strongly about some shit that actually happens, i dont really want to write.. but looks like many people are taking a blogging hiatus now.. heh.. and looks like by nextlonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1125418276563904642005-08-30T23:44:00.000+08:002005-08-31T00:11:16.603+08:00hell so i've been living it up.. trying to exercise a bit.. lose some weight.. have some fun.. studies have gone out the window and all.. haha.. i know this is dumb.. but hell, i just dont feel like studying la fuck!Anyway, about my tirade against computer-fixing and all.. well, i went against it.. heh - i mean couldn't la.. some of the first years needed help and all.. so i am back in business ilonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1125133129650170222005-08-27T16:57:00.000+08:002005-08-27T16:58:49.656+08:00The previous post has entirely lost its meaning i guess.. i hope i haven't gotten deep into shit this time.. i really hope this shit works out... shit shit shit.. Lord pleaaassseeee save my asss!lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1124824912719542942005-08-24T03:15:00.000+08:002005-08-24T03:21:52.726+08:00ah ah ah.. waist deep in block politics again.. Mein Gott!! I dont know.. i feel alternatingly too old for this shit and in too deep in this shit.. that it is shit, there is no room for doubt.. i am trying to a be a neutral observer / supporter.. i am a selfish bastard after all and i really do not want to spend my final academic year (of my entire life hopefully) engaging in all this.. and i do lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1124250675711610312005-08-17T11:48:00.000+08:002005-08-17T11:51:15.716+08:00There is something weird in the air.. and i've been afflicted with it.. i have no inclination to do anything.. no mood to be around people.. no mood to talk cock or drink or have fun.. its weird.. rather sit by myself and read a book or whatever else.. good, maybe i will start studying soon.. this is fucking weird.. he he.. but heck who cares.. and yeah don't feel much like blogging either.. bah.lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1123579867992579152005-08-09T17:17:00.000+08:002005-08-12T18:06:15.596+08:00ah - this post has been remove d - Tormod my friend from a distant land needs to edit his work.. haha.. think he might have gotten into some trouble.. here is just the gayish one..Morninglook at the warm sunlight a river of goldcascading driving away darkness and coldshining on ancient trees with memories of oldand on delicate sleeping flowers as petals unfoldNature her robes brightly doth lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1122014957441343492005-07-22T14:48:00.000+08:002005-07-22T14:51:27.740+08:00SummersUnder the shadows the setting sun castsYou sit and remember the many summers pastFrivolous summers that swept by way too fastMelancholic summers that seemed to forever lastThink of summers when on soft sand you did lieThe vision of the girl next to you etched in your mind's eyeYou ponder on how it ended and you vaguely wonder whyYou dont regret just reflect that time passes you byYou lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1121912143983707842005-07-21T10:14:00.000+08:002005-07-21T10:15:43.990+08:00Alright - time to make this official.. ladies & gentlemen.. i am out of the computer fixing business.. i am seriously SICK and TIRED of Tom Dick Harry and his fucking dog asking me about their damn computers.. NO offense to Aileen, CJ or Dom whose computer problems i have listened to in the past few days - you guys are alright.. but the thing is, i cannot stand these people who simply call, sms lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1121756888527025622005-07-19T15:06:00.000+08:002005-07-19T15:15:37.206+08:00Pass it on..the first chick i ever banged was such a borecertainly i thought i deserved much moreso pretty soon i showed her the doorand tried to go back to my life beforebut now my life had turned to hardcoreall i could think of was how to scoreso eventually i found another whorea lot more at every dance floori screwed them all till i was soreand ensured enough protection i worebut i guess one lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1121321373360369402005-07-14T13:36:00.000+08:002005-07-14T17:02:52.843+08:00Right - so this post aint about any issue or anything.. this is absolutely fucking personal.. my Boss just told me they wanted to extend my internship by another week.. and being my masochistic self, i agreed.. so there you go.. my internship will be like 3 months.. May 9 - July 31.. feels a bit sick to contemplate.. i havent taken a 3 month break in NUS at all.. last year was FWOC.. this year islonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1121052300641387922005-07-11T11:24:00.000+08:002005-07-11T11:25:00.653+08:00So then i was thinking - you know, deep thoughts! About mankind and how far we have come form our primitive beginnings.. someone discovered how to strike stone and stone and start a fire.. yet another one dreamed up this circular object - went ahead and invented the wheel.. time passed by and hey we kept getting better at this shit.. iron age.. bronze age.. eventually we hit our modern times, lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1120635294194448772005-07-06T15:19:00.000+08:002005-07-06T16:53:21.766+08:00blogging at work again - just goes to prove that adage about sin being easier the second time around.. heh.. now that i aint no virgin worktime-blogger, its easy.. no guilt.. no hard feelings.. ok shant be biantai!Anyway, guess what i have this counter thing going on - so once in a while i amuse myself by checking out the ones checking out my blog.. so anyway someone in the UK searched on yahoo lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1120481605700503602005-07-04T20:51:00.000+08:002005-07-04T20:53:25.773+08:00hey y'all - if you wonderin what the last post was all 'bout.. so am i.. But just to tell y'all good folks that this kind of shit has hardly disappeared from the face of our beloved earth.. here's some evidence to that shit.. i aint sure whether to be amused or to be angry.. Mein Goodness.. http://whitestkids.com.nyud.net:8090/video/hitler.movlonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1119894737272558792005-06-28T01:44:00.000+08:002005-06-28T01:54:19.316+08:00yeah so was reading about Kipling and others of his time.. and their shit about the white man's burden.. heh - sorry Tormod - you the only white dude who reads this.. aint personal.. but fuck these fellas.. seriously!! In this day and age there still are some who think this way apparently.. bastards...White Man's burdenIn America Where there was nature they say wealthTo the resisting natives theylonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1119545886480539352005-06-24T00:54:00.000+08:002005-06-24T00:58:06.486+08:00kick a man when he's down - its the best thing to do... if your mothers didn't teach you that I guess this cold hard world taught you.. Mein gott - look at the comments.. haha.. and not to mention Shai and Moli and 3 -4 others who called me a disgrace!! haha.. you think i very proud of it ah.. how come all my normal posts gets no response one.. this one so many.. hahaanyway she probably was lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1119427478372704152005-06-22T15:19:00.000+08:002005-06-22T16:07:57.840+08:00yeah - so i am committing the cardinal sin - blogging at WORK!!! So anyway let me tell one and all about another brilliant adventure in the saga of the Dark Knight.. he, the one with more balls than Don Quixote charging a windmill and more testosterone than MJ wanking off his latest 13 yr old conquest..You see my internship has been a drab dull affair - more like a boiled tasteless fishball than lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1118851521860172622005-06-16T00:04:00.000+08:002005-06-16T00:05:21.866+08:00Simple Pleasurescouple of nice cold beersrock music with pain that searscomputer games with a lot of killingspicy uncomplicated food thats fillingtalking cock filled with jestbare tits nuzzling against the chesta refreshing long runcolours of the setting sunthe exhaustion after exerciseburger king drinks upsized5 digits in my bank balancemaking a smartass look like a dunceany book that makes one lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1118849119693244922005-06-15T23:18:00.001+08:002005-06-15T23:53:49.250+08:00its been a while - yeah i do have a blog.. so well here i am.. whats been going on? err - more than a month into work.. dull as hell.. ultimate frisbee.. some drinking.. lot of DoTA ing.. oh yeah - bday came and left - thanks to the p&g gang, NTU gang and war gang and sb - dont know how you all knew - but thanks for taking the trouble.. older but certainly judging by my actions - not much wiser..lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1117642182367739662005-06-01T23:42:00.000+08:002005-06-02T00:09:42.433+08:00yeah - so results were out today.. and i surprised myself by anticipating with a dread approaching panic.. now, of course everyone approaches these things with a little bit of fear.. i myself have approached this ritual with trepidation many a time.. however, it has been so long that i have forgotten what it feels like.. it is this anciently familiar feeling that starts at the pit of the stomach.lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1117473013974826112005-05-31T00:15:00.000+08:002005-05-31T01:10:14.036+08:00mama mia.. its been more than a month.. yeah - ok.. here i am.. err.. as far as whats been going on.. err.. internship has started.. i travel to bedok every damn day.. i wake up at 6 and come back at 8.. and what else.. hmm.. first 2 weeks after exams was fileld with alcohol.. since then its been.. work.. warcraft.. and oh yeah.. ultimate frisbee on saturday mornings at bishan park.. erm.. iam lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1114365605904922622005-04-25T01:58:00.000+08:002005-04-25T02:00:05.903+08:00amazing the way we cum up with creative ways to waste time.. I mean.. what the heck.. hehe.. Shaun Piston passed me this link.. i took 6 minutes.. everyone else so far has taken slightly longer.. hehehe.. try this shit - damn cock!http://crux.baker.edu/cdavis09/roses.htmllonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1114202496589220942005-04-23T03:42:00.000+08:002005-04-23T08:22:16.023+08:00ah - finished equity and trusts today.. well, i refuse to discuss how were any of my law papers.. we will find out how it went when i get the grades.. all that matters is that its over..yeah - and just to make these exam days interesting, some weird shit happens.. like this person adds me on msn - nickname: "xxx".... email:"t8y9r0@hotmail.com".. so iam like who the heck is this.. and proceeded tolonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1113867465883096662005-04-19T07:26:00.000+08:002005-04-19T07:37:45.886+08:00This studying thing aint quite working out.. very unproductive - and not to mention wayy behind time.. and cant seem to get stressed enough to work properly.. crazy shit!!And this blog is also becoming bloody boring.. cant think of anything interesting to write about.. all i can think of is how well iam wasting time not studying.. wtf!!On a separate note - didnt get the allianz internship - lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1113698883781433852005-04-17T08:42:00.000+08:002005-04-17T08:55:07.973+08:00i am seriously getting addicted to the Dragostea song!!!For the unenlightened - here is one of the most famous videos to hit the internetIts a Romanian dance song by O-Zone - whoever wants it can ask me for the mp3 - its catchy and after a video like that how NOT to like it? hehe.. Its soo popular there are other clips showing 30 people imitating this guy's moves.. haha.. imagine 30 people in an lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1113689934756413222005-04-17T06:14:00.000+08:002005-04-17T06:18:54.756+08:00Much as I would love to write a bloody long entry.. there is NO TIME.. i MUST STUDY.. haha.. yeah.. this is some really bad shit.. not good.. not good.. oh well.. beer and birthday celebrations with 6 days to your first paper aint good.. the birthday thing at least can be justified (oh btw, happy b'day cherlyn!) but how do you justify drinking beer - first at a pub with colleagues.. and then at lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1112850260287064902005-04-07T12:56:00.000+08:002005-04-07T13:04:20.286+08:00Block command last night.. was quite enjoyable.. thankfully we changed our MC after the hall command!! Oh yeah, those of you DYING to check out the all new sexed up ahleem.. go to \\prabs007 and check out the Final year Video folder.. ahleem like you've NEVER seen him before!!! lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1112450865728832622005-04-02T22:02:00.000+08:002005-04-02T22:08:35.243+08:00Alright - everyone's talking about the Command performance by the final years.. it is testament to their talents that even year ones are all talkign about nostalgia and shit! heh.. good stuff.. to state rather simply, they put up a damn good show and showed that they enjoyed their time here.. memories and friends they've accumulated for a lifetime will accompany them i guess.. heh.. completely lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1111431838514386522005-03-22T02:32:00.000+08:002005-03-22T03:07:49.236+08:00I WENT FOR MY MORNING LECTURE!!and then came back.. slept.. woke up.. went for a movie.. came back and warcrafted.. and its a nice early morning at 230 am.. heh.. such is life!so anyway, went for movie with T and she was telling me about the latest man she slept with (she says she has only slept with 4 men, but somehow my perverted mind thinks there are more).. and then she proceeds to tell me lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1111245412121477882005-03-19T23:08:00.000+08:002005-03-20T04:03:46.446+08:00right, so after the last post i proceeded to skip my 2 tutorials for this week and ended up not going for lessons the entire week.. yeah, who needs NUS to declare a one week break? I declare that myself!!So anyway, met Moo, Monssta and ZX for dinner - we came back and chilled with some beers.. and talked of old times.. and you know weird as it sounds, i miss 'em.. its not like am utterly lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1111004986726686042005-03-17T04:21:00.000+08:002005-03-17T04:29:46.730+08:00This one is dedicated to studies.. Well, this semester so far I think I have attended like what 6 lectures? something like that - incidentally I have 7 a week.. number of tuorials i have skipped - 4.. i have 2 a week.. i have read 2 chapters of the textbook for one subject (because there was a 20% assignment which i could not have done without those 2 chapters).. i also read 5 articles for the lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1110831756012866962005-03-15T04:15:00.000+08:002005-03-15T04:22:36.016+08:00yeah, so its a quarter past 4 in the morning.. and we just finished celebrating Ah Bang's birthday.. there was plenty of beer and plenty of fun.. the beer not quite adequate to go around.. the fun more than enough.. all who partook ( is there such a word?) in it and stuck on till later got to see a lot of funny stuff that i am sure the early leavers will envy!! Anyway, that is not the point of lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1110221377963653092005-03-08T02:46:00.000+08:002005-03-08T03:13:25.766+08:00I read this first in my primary school poetry book (yeah we used to have them - and we thought the most popular / best poet was anonymous - we didn't know what the heck it meant).. Anyway, everytime I read it.. it gets me still.. i think its beautiful..Leisure WHAT is this life if, full of care,We have no time to stand and stare.No time to stand beneath the boughsAnd stare as long as sheep or lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1109923660484993452005-03-04T15:22:00.000+08:002005-03-04T16:07:40.486+08:00Ah well - nightmare week is over with all 3 assignments handed up.. The quality of the assignments ofcourse lefta lot to be desired I guess but oh well, as with all these things I was lazy and am mighty relieved they are over.. it is a loong gap of 2 weeks I think before our next assignment comes along - 2 weeks i hope that will be well spent catching up.. at least I dont have a take-home 40% lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1109790620161596272005-03-03T02:46:00.000+08:002005-03-03T03:12:15.976+08:00Was doing a mini reshuffle of a tiny portion of the vast amount of absolute junk that occupies my damn room (and yeah, all because i was looking for my FYP report for Shai.. not that i found it dammit!).. Anyway found a few pieces of paper - with about 30 emails and names.. and i realised they were from my backpacking trip in 2003.. and then i recalled how much that damn trip changed my life.. lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1109689739802054122005-03-01T23:07:00.000+08:002005-03-01T23:08:59.803+08:00heh - we all do a lot of stupid things when we are drunk right? But well, i do stupider things than most people..heh.. and i cant STAND it.. grrrhhh.. soo dumb!! hehe.. oh well.. this aint supposed to sound very serious.. and dont fucking make fun of it.. bloody hell!!it is only when iam drunki dont care how low i've sunkit is only when i have beeri dont feel my insides searit is only when iam lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1109614411659340502005-03-01T01:19:00.000+08:002005-03-01T10:13:14.450+08:00nothing much is happening.. another essay.. another sleepless night that was a result of last minute work and resulted in slipshod mediocre work that i do not want to peruse when i've had enough sleep.. hopefully it gets my usual C or B and keep me in the damn grind.. what is the point of it all.. get it i do not!and on saturday night we ended up drinking again.. Tormod the great white fucker.. lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1109392857300742362005-02-26T12:21:00.000+08:002005-02-26T12:40:57.300+08:00alright alright.. i know i dont blog all that regularly, but does anyone these days? Wrote that damn public law essay on thursday night.. started typing at midnight and typed the night through.. felt like shit the whole of friday as i laboured on with hardly any sleep and more importantly i used my rapidly dwindling brain cells - was reading articles entire thursday and all you see.. while peoplelonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1108322539276444112005-02-14T02:57:00.000+08:002005-02-14T03:22:34.343+08:00A thought just popped into my head.. faster than you can say "fuck" it popped in and went right away.. its weird, but was talking to my newfound friend Ben, who has strong views on values and shit.. he invariably takes the moral highground and though he does not preach or look down upon individuals who do not prescribe to his perception of what is good in life, his disdain for them - however lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1108242865146018882005-02-13T05:07:00.000+08:002005-02-13T05:14:25.146+08:00Warmed the bench quite successfully! Didnt feel as good as it was supposed to though - we didn't get outplayed - no sir.. we lost to a freak goal.. but hey, such is life.. full of freaky chances.. some go your way and some don't.. luck aint got nothing to do with it though - you make your own luck! Did i just contradict myself there? hell it is 5am and am beyond caring.. bio-cycle's gone to lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1108184491987015572005-02-12T12:30:00.000+08:002005-02-12T13:01:31.990+08:00Remind me somebody never to wish for anything out loud again.. i wished to warm the bench right? oh my God! put my foot in it this time real bad.. well, long story short.. QY was injured and I ended up playing the entire EH game. Which would have been part of the original plan - only it was not. You see, the original plan was to whup KE and then relax against EH. Unfortunately we stumbled to a lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1107588041894817672005-02-05T15:15:00.000+08:002005-02-05T15:20:41.893+08:00That is it! it is 1515 on a saturday afternoon and I just woke up not too long ago.. It has dawned on me that this semester has followed the glorious path of last semester.. it is becoming a farce dammit! But these are early times however.. I will start studying from today.. yeah, time to study and study hard at that.. No more warcraft, and no more msn too - these are the greatest enemies right lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1107197543138648872005-02-01T02:42:00.000+08:002005-02-01T02:52:23.140+08:00Zipped through the Y post eh.. heh.. dont know la, just felt like that one.. hehe.. this one's already longer than the Y one - back to garrulous ways!!
Anyway, Vic - thanks for noticing my trembling hands and enlightening the whole world about it too.. aiyo, it was weird eh, i didn't really have a script or anything.. and the stupid paper i was trying to rest on my tiptoe (cause my knee was too lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1106833982307791792005-01-27T21:52:00.000+08:002005-01-27T21:53:02.306+08:00Yet another day, yet another post, yet another thought, yet another blog, yet another lifetime wasted.. whats the point.. heh.. dont see the point of it all..lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1105852058816721412005-01-16T13:53:00.000+08:002005-01-16T15:13:19.343+08:00X rated Hong Kong movies i like
Xena the warrior princess is a lesbian show!
Xrays were discovered by Wilhelm Roentgen
Xylophone is the most ridiculous name i know of for a musical instrument
Xenophobia is prevalent even in a melting pot of nationalities like Singapore
Xinye is the slackest chick i know (applying "chick" rather loosely here)
Xanthodonts need to visit the damn dentist all the timelonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1102222449722230712004-12-05T13:27:00.000+08:002004-12-05T12:54:09.723+08:00Will power is something I realise I do not possess.. now, we are not talking about doing great things that require much discipline.. Ofcourse I lack the will to accomplish such fantastic deeds.. What is dismaying is the lack of focus to carry out even the merest trifles.. I waver too much, totter at the brink and eventually fall over.. however, the mind is made up now and a great effort lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1101938965828153822004-12-02T06:00:00.001+08:002004-12-02T06:09:25.830+08:00Very tired - its 6am exactly! think we had like 10 hours of warcraft today.. ok maybe 8.. whatever.. all the time in the world to do whatever shit i want to do.. feels good.. at times like these i tell myself it was all worth it..
zouk apparently insanely crowded.. glad that i gave it a miss.. drunken revelry seems so out of the picture now.. funny, but dont even feel like going out to town or lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1101319725404250722004-11-25T01:49:00.000+08:002004-11-25T02:46:17.333+08:00Upset is me! Yeah, here i am in the dining hall and no iam not gonna complain about not being able to study.. fuck that.. but i have that buaya sitting opposite me and studying.. I do not look kindly on any specimen of the reptilia species in general and specifically not one as slimy is this.. for the unenlightened, there are but a few of them that plague the dining hall and its environs.. this lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1100589172312683052004-11-16T15:06:00.000+08:002004-11-16T15:12:52.313+08:00There is no such thing as a free lunch.. if you want something you have to give up something else..
The thought has been playing on my mind for a while.. No longer do I go through exam times with a single minded dedication like I used to.. ah the vagaries of an ageing brain..
Its been an interesting few days.. everything around me is turbulent.. at my age, I really think there are times when i lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1100335117233374042004-11-13T16:37:00.000+08:002004-11-13T16:38:37.233+08:00Sancho Panza in Don Quixote...
"all I know is that solong as I am asleep I have neither fear nor hope, trouble nor glory;and good luck betide him that invented sleep, the cloak that coversover all a man's thoughts, the food that removes hunger, the drinkthat drives away thirst, the fire that warms the cold, the cold thattempers the heat, and, to wind up with, the universal coin lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1100334428724853202004-11-13T16:02:00.000+08:002004-11-13T16:27:08.726+08:00Right ho, here I go..
Blogging to me aint an addiction, unlike some of the others(yes thats YOU mel and YOU hailin) who prominently mention their efforts to keep away from it.. however, there are times when it gives me a certain amount of pleasure.. and ofcourse it gives me the artistic license to say whatever nonsense I want to, and grants me (however exaggerated or imaginary) an audience.. lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1100254374031984842004-11-12T18:11:00.000+08:002004-11-12T18:12:54.030+08:00Queerer line I haven't heard.. plenty i've heard from the likes of Oscar Wilde and Groucho Marx.. and even Shaocong.. but this one takes the cake.. yeah.. king of the brantub....
If you were asked to set the exam question for this course and you were told that the question must cover the whole course as opposed to being limited to one specific tradition, what would the question be? Begin your lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1099207168059011212004-10-31T15:17:00.000+08:002004-10-31T15:20:18.783+08:00Probably nutted when i wrote this.. ha ha.. apologies for posting it here.. reckoned it was highly amusing.
Life for many in the vast masses is not one of perfect tranquility. Au Contraire, many of the populace, at least the small proportion of the populace that forces its company on me - loosely based on which i make sweeping generalisations, is but a seething cauldron of discontent. If one lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1098998419940760742004-10-29T05:12:00.000+08:002004-10-29T05:20:19.940+08:00Overflowing emotions all around me - no, they're not necessarily mine.. and they're not necessarily positive.. strengthens the resolve to keep away from all this bad shit!! Keep it unemotional eh - only plan for peaceful existence.. The heart, or mind, or wherever else that these emotions stem from.. it must be a terrible place indeed.. and to be able to have such a hold.. the power to make one lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1098690897765078272004-10-25T15:53:00.000+08:002004-10-25T15:54:57.766+08:00No work again.. drank friday saturday and sunday night.. ha ha.. bad shit.. MUSt work.. MUST WORK!!!!
Life is rapidly turning out into somethign that happens in between drinkign sessions.. not a good thing.. Astalavista to all this shit.. bring on the books eh.. what better place than here, what better time than now! i start studying... NOW!!
lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1098296682478958122004-10-21T02:05:00.000+08:002004-10-21T02:24:42.476+08:00Man oh man.. been a frantic couple of days - seemingly tons of things to do.. and I aint completing any of them..
Anyway, thanks for the messages of concern and all.. well, water under the bridge and all that.. i refuse to B(l)og people down with stuff like that..
Enough of serious shit eh...
An Ode to the Warriors...
This weird fear i was feeling
Off my insecurities it was feeding
Life's lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1098153059365261082004-10-19T10:29:00.000+08:002004-10-21T02:05:08.620+08:00losing a friend is sad.. i think i lost one last night.. too fucking bad.. didn't have to, but dont think I caused it.. so fuck that..
lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1097987348636138482004-10-17T13:10:00.000+08:002004-10-17T12:29:08.636+08:00Keeping it up.. yeah.. been trying to study and actually managed to study.. not as much as i would have liked to.. but certainly much better than most of the efforts this semester so far.. but bloody hell, miles to go before I sleep indeed (you know this oft repeated phrase is from a poem.. i was fascinated when i read it as a kid.. for my english class).. doesnt matter - i shall keep plugging lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1097533538287560132004-10-12T06:01:00.000+08:002004-10-12T06:25:38.286+08:00Just to clarify eh.. the previous post was a mere joke.. a trifling attempt at humour.. there was maybe a wee bti of substance.. but it aint personal folks.. ZQ and R are fine - abslutely fine eh.. its the mush.. and hey, i certainly AINT jealous.. you wouldnt find me polluting the corridors with mush.. no sir, not in an NUS hall.. ha ha.
anyway, now that thats out of the way,.,. its 6am yet lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1097444964020091232004-10-11T05:30:00.000+08:002004-10-11T05:49:24.020+08:00I've done it.. yes, I have gone and watched SATC - I mean, the mere use of the acronym should be considered a disturbing event.. but hell yeah, had a minor SATC marathon.. and i tell you.. i confess i liked it.. i used to watch it years ago.. i liked it then and i guess its still ok now.. and BEFORE you blame it on oestrogen secretion and confer an honorary you've-become-a-chick title and roll lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1097307677744743612004-10-09T15:25:00.000+08:002004-10-09T15:41:17.743+08:00Had a fun talkcock cum drinking session last night.. yeah we ended at like 530.. and i was up at 10+ to attend softball training.. haha.. but damn it was fun.. this is what i want more of.. just chill and talk cock and listen to music and have fun.. university life.. isn't this what its supposed to be?? Good shit eh..
Well - supposed to meet the NTU gang.. the junior one.. aint sure if I lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1097086821399410402004-10-07T02:15:00.000+08:002004-10-07T02:20:21.400+08:00Goddammit - wrote something and this beastly machine swallowed and spat it out somewhere - fucking computers!!! Iam gonna start programming again and fuck them up the way i used to.. that will put them in their place.... bloody hell!!
anyway this studying thing aint working.. elaborate plans and strong convictions are amounting to nothing.. what the heck.. sheesh.. i suck!!!
and yeah, was lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1096751393951406142004-10-03T04:50:00.000+08:002004-10-03T05:09:53.953+08:00Funny day.. it was the old man's wedding.. yeah, everyone around me sure thinks I am the old one.. but back in the good old days when i was 18 and in NTU, there was this guy who was 24.. he was from poly and had worked for 2 years before he came to ntu.. and well, we all used to call him Da Old Man.. he is 31 now.. cool eh.. and finally got married to his girlfriend of ahem.. 16 years! they've lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1096650956421917592004-10-02T01:07:00.000+08:002004-10-02T01:15:56.423+08:00Everytime I tell myself I will be disciplined.. but everytime i fail.. crap.. somewhere along the way i lost the plot.. fucking hell..
but yeah.. dodgeball was fun.. as in the movie called dodgeball.. ben stiller is such a cock..
was telling the story of a very confusing portion of my life to someone the other day.. hadnt really told anyone except 2-3 other people.. but since its soo much waterlonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1095716376355992412004-09-21T05:29:00.004+08:002004-09-21T12:38:41.726+08:00damn.. you know.. there is a post somewhere in may i think when i mentioned my reaction when i saw a hostage beheading.. they just did it again.. and this time being the pig-headed fuck that i was i watched the video on my comp.. with the sound turned on!!
i tell you - i almost threw up and cried.. i mean iam not KIDDING.. and 2 mins before that i was sad cause L'pool lost to ManU.. that is lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1095239430071440132004-09-15T17:06:00.000+08:002004-09-16T00:06:57.663+08:00Condom breaks...............
yeah - apparently quality control for Durex is bad these days (outsourced to China probably ;P) or my man is just HUGE.. cause the first time he tried to use the condom the damn thing BROKE.. hahaha.. its just too funny.. and he only had one (yeah he didn't buy a pack of 3.. too shy.. he just acquired it from someone who had some) so he didn't try one on before the lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1095078972112299272004-09-13T20:19:00.000+08:002004-09-13T20:54:36.153+08:00Been doing a lot of shit eh.. long unproductive weekend.. didn't do any work.. didn't drink.. didn't do much of anything.. well.. apart from talking to Lesley.. you see the cow broke up with her bf barry.. sad - 3 years of everything just went up in smoke.. she was/is sad but they broke up anyway cause they thought it was best.. now she is on a 2 day mc for depression.. and crying non stop.. so lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1094843799909974762004-09-11T03:14:00.000+08:002004-09-11T03:16:39.910+08:00alright - i really am getting cranky i think.. easily irritable is me.. nothing is fun anymore.. mountains of work to do and the cock that is me aint doing shit.. this aint gonna be fun for a long time i think.. i can smell trouble.. its brewing... i can just feel it.. iam gonna upto my neck in shitcreek soon.. dont know how or when or where.. i just feel the damn thing.. that is just the way itslonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1094799107228011072004-09-10T14:33:00.000+08:002004-09-10T14:57:18.443+08:00yeah.. lif'es been eventful.. i guess.. if you could count unwittingly sparking off a flood of mass block emails.. and affecting the irritating yaoqian enough that she actually got emotionally upset? Still surprised by that one.. and yeah still abhor yaoqianism as much as ever..
Anyway, yeah - started trying to study.. finally.. but isn't working out very well - can't understand SHIT so far.. lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1094455714923512692004-09-06T15:19:00.000+08:002004-09-06T15:28:34.923+08:00Its been a while..
a long while..
But hey, iam back.. now that Iam totally free, I shall try again to blog continously.. all these IBGs and shit.. phew..
Lets see - no more block comm.. the new block comm has taken over and good luck to them.. no more IBGs.. no more FWOC.. now its all just time to study..
Meanwhile.. life has been interesting.. many things have happened but nothing significantlonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1093457672756680702004-08-26T02:04:00.000+08:002004-08-26T02:14:32.756+08:00I had a plan.. the plan was good..
I lacked the conviction.. the plan's gone awry..
I am fixing it now..
I will get back on track..
Its all about the plan.....
"There's things I want.. things I think I want..
Things I have.. things I wanna have..
Life is what you make of it and most of it is fake...
Iam just looking.. Iam not buying..
Iam just looking.. keeps me smiling"
- Stereophonics (Just lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1092945246345950342004-08-20T01:53:00.000+08:002004-08-20T03:54:06.346+08:00what can i say.. life is eventful these days..4am.. about to sleep.. earliest this week so far... past 3 nights of alcohol fuelled fun have taken their toll on my rapidly ageing liver.. think i should go slow.. last time i consumed copious amounts of alcohol on a nightly basis was in manila.. but then I had a constitution 2 years younger and a nice king sized bed in a serviced apartment where i lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1092777474641225872004-08-18T05:14:00.000+08:002004-08-18T13:55:31.223+08:00It is 530 am and am still wide awake.. been up drinking last 2 nights.. last night was up till 7am drinking and talking cock.. very interesting conversation i must concede... hope the message got through? ;)
But tonight again here iam... freshmen from mokos were in the mood to drink and have fun... so we did... and it was quite fun though very different from last night's version... good?? bad?? lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1092542975707292772004-08-15T12:00:00.000+08:002004-08-15T12:09:35.706+08:00Finally been catching up on my sleep.. haha.. didnt realise i was this old.. few days of IBG action and my body was coming apart.. phew.. now i feel a whole lot better and yeah.. iam gonna get fitter.. this aint some vain resolution.. this is an oath - watch it people!!!
On the mundane side.. had a looong chat with a couple of the year one girls in the block last night.. they were painting the lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1092514038651374472004-08-15T04:05:00.000+08:002004-08-15T04:07:18.653+08:00Why do we ignore or worse, hurt the ones who actually give a damn about us.. while we care about and pine for others who do not reciprocate such feelings.. I think we all have some innate affinity for emotinoal punishment.. we just can't have it any other way..
lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1092377068080580722004-08-13T13:06:00.000+08:002004-08-13T14:04:28.080+08:00Yeah - we had block initiation last night.. was quite fun.. pretty fun getting the blindfolded freshmen to do all kinds of shit.. what was even funnier (in a sqad sort of way) was how the buayas had their fun.. you see, its ok to toy with the girls and have fun.. if it is ALL the girls indiscriminately.. however, if it is only with a selected few, ah then you see, matters turn out slightly lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1092276490190663262004-08-12T10:03:00.000+08:002004-08-12T10:08:10.190+08:00Alright - after ages felt the urge to blog.. he he.. not really urge.. more like inclination.. whatever you call it eh..
FWOC is over.. it was fun though it could have been better.. nothing much has changed except for a few kgs lost.. school has started proper.. but i've only attended 1 lecture so far.. the dean's list plan is already slipping away.. he he.. gonna study damn hard damn soon..
Ohlonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1090664961764549762004-07-24T18:28:00.000+08:002004-07-24T18:29:21.763+08:00think iam gonna stop blogging... too little time.. and even less inclination... we'll see
lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1089820358765559762004-07-14T23:48:00.000+08:002004-07-14T23:52:38.766+08:00Sitting in a boring debrief.. The Prelude (mock camp) just ended..
I keep telling myself these are just kids.. but the way they think and do things.. sometimes irritates and infuriates.. dont they like THINK????????
welll.. more bitching later.. it was fun though..lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1089123286479234702004-07-06T22:10:00.000+08:002004-07-06T22:14:46.480+08:00Phew - been a damned busy few days.. and it only promises to get busier.. the magic of FWOC!! Met up with colleagues in the weekend though who had a jolly good time ribbing me about being a babysitter and reminded me of my glorious vows not to participate in any of this "ECA nonsense" - haha.. how times change..
But yeah, aint been blogging in a while and really dont have much of a motivation lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1088793921721647062004-07-03T02:45:00.000+08:002004-07-03T02:45:21.723+08:00Every cure to every affliction
Only ends up a new addiction
Every idea that is meant to be a solution
Only augments the internal pollution
Every comforting thought
Only a demon to be fought
Every experience something to forget
Only lingering are thoughts of regret
Every worry to be banished
Only reminding joys long vanished
Every line filled with complaint
Only a soothing attempt in vain
Every lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1088790944805180582004-07-03T01:51:00.000+08:002004-07-03T01:55:44.806+08:00Not very happy.. increasingly irritable.. sleepy and tired.. not having fun.. phew.. so much fun..
hmm.. contrary to all that.. here's a sweet one..
When i saw ur impish grin
I knew the sun had a twin
When i heard your sweet ringing voice
Then I knew a nightingale hadn't poise
When i saw your walk, your delicate ways
I knew you could teach a swan some grace
I searched high i searched low
and lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1088574621406808972004-06-30T13:50:00.000+08:002004-06-30T13:50:21.406+08:00Other Mornings..
Shrill and loud the alarm rings
Troubles of another day it brings
Though I try to pretend I dont hear
There's no use denying the morn is here
My mother isnt around to nag me anymore
Funny, but thats one thing Iam longing for
I roll over try to catch another wink
Slumberland - I just reach its brink
But then I hear the damn alarm again
All my efforts to sleep go invain
From the lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1088574579689366452004-06-30T13:49:00.000+08:002004-06-30T13:49:39.690+08:00Mornings...
shrill and loud rings the alarm clock
have to wake up now what the cock
the best way i can welcome the morn
is by surrfing thru some quality porn
until i get a chick i can call mine
then she and me will do a sixty nine
till then here on my bed i lie
no other choice but to DIYlonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1087928592981944962004-06-23T02:20:00.000+08:002004-06-23T02:23:12.980+08:00Yeah! got free tickets and ended up , much to my surprise at the Linkin Park concert!! It was pretty good - I mean, I think the peppers were still better.. but this one was damn good nevertheless..
tired now - wrote only half a rhyme.. will put it up when its done.. K messaged me.. she needs a favour from me and I like it not.. 'cause it sounded very much like da old times.. and well that is lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6033952.post-1087678810036141902004-06-20T04:58:00.000+08:002004-06-20T05:00:10.036+08:00Alright - iam not raging anymore.. the anger has transformed itself into a deep sense of melancholy.. silent sadness.. Officially I declare a day of mourning.. dress in black - da works.. to the demise of dutch football as we knew it..lonerwithabonerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02681785293019676630noreply@blogger.com0